YEAH!!!...baby im back.


after months without blogging
i decided to blog again
life is boring ya know
gotta waste some boring time blogging
so yeah
i got into ngee ann poly
god its far
not to mention old
yup
the building is kinda old
and the engineering block is all the way at the end
camp is next week
ya know i have some sort of camp phobia
so i was frustrated that the orientation is some sort of camp
suckssuckssucks
niwae we have to bring 2 trackshoes
yeah 2!!
WAT DO U NEED 2 SHOES for
i think im gonna buy those 10 bucks shoes
hahha
fucking budget





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i miss u like crazy
gd nite evrybody
im sleepy

arghh
headache!!
eversince school ends
i stopped having headaches
and now its coming back
all thanks to work
anyways
i was half an hour late forwork today!!
luckily the bosses were in good mood today and just smiled at me
its all thanks to that stupid bus
i dont get it
why must i pay adult fares!!!
fuck!!!
im not even 18 yet
we are supposed to be still 'schooling'
damn
at this rate im gonna be broke soon
just got my pay and its all for bus fare
my dad is not paying anymore
hey come on
i wanna buy stuff
do something to my hair
that's why im working
and now its not even worth it
working to pay bus fare???
what do i gain??
headaches!!!tiredness!!rashes!!food smells on my hair!!
ouh shit!!
i wanna go to temasek poly open house tomorrow
BUT
how come nobody wanna go??
i was putting my hopes high hoping JH would go with me
BUT
he needed to go put braces on tomorrow
irritating!!
i miss him liike crazy
im like a fucking retard
unrequited love sucks
anyone kind enough to accompany me tomorrow???
pretty please with a cherry on top

guess wat time did i woke up today??
yeah 3pm!!!
its understandable
i was working from 11am to 11pm
i think im having a crush
yup
there's this guy working at Harry's steakhouse near my workplace
he always walk pass me when im working at about 8.30pm
cuz he needed to buy dinner
he's uber HOT!!
then he gave me a wide smile
i swear my legs turned jelly
i feel like melting
so i gave him the sweetest ever smile
hahaa
anyways
need to go to the bank later
my dad ask me to withdraw 1000 bucks
my legs are so weak
lazy to walk

Another junk mail
All the polytechnics keep sending brochures
Its IRRITATTING
Cuz its making me more nervous about my results!!
Im pretty sure its gonna be shit
As i didnt really study
Like those BRAINIACS out there
Cant believe how i manage to be best friend with a SUPER SMART girl
Anyways
My poly of choice TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC send a magazine
Im really interested in
APPAREL DESIGN AND MERCHANDISING
I have always wanted to become a fashion designer/stylist
But
My first choice is LAW AND MANAGEMENT!!!
Another course that caught my eye was RETAIL AND HOSPITALITY DESIGN
It was cool
Then my dad suddenly said
"Why dont you study in Perth??If your results are good i'll let you study there instead??"
My mind just went blank............
Well
A few years ago when we went to Perth i did mention that i want to study there after my o levels
I was serious back then
My uncle live there so i could stay with him when im there
But now the thought of it
Doesnt sound that great
Im considering it though
Im just afraid that i couldnt fit in
OKAY!!!STOP!!!REWIND!!!
Im thinking way ahead
Results are not even out yet
Its gonna be shit anyways
Arghh...im working tomorrow
Better get some sleep

Woke up super duper late
Im tired
And im not schooling...Yet
Guess what time i woke up??
Yup...3 pm!!!
Read a book till about 5
And showered at 6
How lazy can i get
Log in MSN at 8
Guess who talk to me first
YEAH!!!
TAN JOO HONG
I think im in LOVE with him
SHIT!!!
Im not supposed to like anybody
I have no clue why im attaracted to him
He's not even cute
Not that looks mattered to me
Anyway...its not possible between us
There's the different race thingy to consider
He's chinese and im malay
I mean...ITS RARE
I want to tell him so badly
That i have a STUPID CRUSH on him
But i dont dare
What if he ignores me completely??
Okay!!!
Im freaking myself out
WAKE UP!!!(bumps head onto the wall)
Whats wrong with ME???
Should i confess??
Well i got nothing to lose
Since the only one time im gonna see him is when we collect our results
GOD HELP ME
im going crazy over this guy who probably wouldnt think much of me

Reason why i like him:
1.he's smart...
2.he asked me to be his prom date when its not necessary to bring one
3.he gave me a flower(nobody had given me one before so i think of him when i see flowers)
4.he bought me haagen dazs ice cream!!(dirty little secret:I've never eaten haagen dazs ice cream before cuz its too expensive.i didnt even have to ask.he just bought it)
5.he's gonna get braces!!(i have this weird fettish of guys with braces and dimples)

and lastly....

He's the nicest guy i've ever known
What other reasons do i need??

i hope he never ever come across this or i'll just curl up and die of embarassment

Happy New Year everyone!!!!

Okay...new year was yesterday
But HEY!!!
I just came back from holiday
A four days trip to Bandung,Indonesia
It was cool(literally)
The weather remind me of Perth
Just nice but when the wind blows
ITS FREEZING COLD!!
Well...There was no direct flight from singapore
So we had to go to Batam via ferry
Anyways we had to fetch my stepmum and evil stepbrother first
Since we are going to their hometown

Side story:
My mum died bout 4 yrs ago.My dad remarried an Indonesian and she lives in Batam.She have two IRRITATING sons that i cant stand(i dun hate them though.we are family after all even though not related by blood.)And i have a half brother.He's super cute but he love to bite me(i have no idea WHY)My dad visits them every weekend.Im super jealous cuz i hardly sees him and he spends his free time with them.They even shop together but he doesnt even gives me money to buy new clothes.But its okay.I could come home late every weekend since he's not home.

Okay back to my holiday
The flight SUCKS!!
Absolutely poor service
I know its a budget airline(we wanted to save money so we can shop more)
But...they didnt even serve water
We must even pay 10 ribu rupiah($2) for a pathetic cup noodles
I could get a $1 cup noodle in singapore!!!
Thank god i got the window after arguing with the evil stepbrother
The night view was BEAUTIFUL
Too bad my digital camera and handphone died
BAD LUCK!!
Anyway the landing was rough
My butt hurts
My stepmum family fetch us and they brought us to this uber coolio restaurant
It was an indonesian food restaurant(im not a big fan)
The setting was ala japanese
The food was superb(surprisingly)

Day 2:
When to the mall
I love that
Actually its the 2nd time we went there
We went there a few years back
I love the theme park that was at the top level
Then my baby brother went missing
You should have seen the look on our faces
Pale as ghost
Thank god my stepmom found him
Then went on the rides
Rollercoasters,the swinger thingy(dun know wat they are called),ferris wheel
and of cuz BUMPER CARS!!
Last but not least COTTON CANDY...
Those huge ones on sticks not those founf at pasar malam in plastics types
I DEFINATELY HAD FUN

Day 3:
My dad we were gonna pick strawberries
Sounds like a lot of fun
Didnt know they grew strawberries there
The journey there took FOREVER
It was at some kind of mountain top
BREATHTAKING SCENERY
Super duper cold
Bought a knitted scarf for 2 bucks!!(damn cheap.)
Drove pass a stawberry farm
And lots more strawberry farm
I was wondering which farm we were going to
I thought...
MAYBE AT THE VERY TOP WHERE ITS COOLER MAYBE THE STRAWBERRIES ARE SWEETER!!
But NOOO!!!!!
We didnt even pick strawberries
Just drove by it and drool
The strawberries are small and very red
At last reach the lake
Okay..it was pretty
And did i mentin COLD
I was shivering!!
Took a boat ride
It was nice

LAST DAY:
SHOPPING!!!
My favourite thing to do
We went around town
Bandung is such a nice place
DID I MENTION--->THERE'S A LOT OF HOT DUDES
I've never seen hot dudes in Indonesia before
The guys are usually sloppy looking and definately not my type
BUT...I was almost drooling
They really know how to dress up!!
GAawWDDdd
A lot of EMO KIDS
I was wondering where they got their band shirts
I thought it would be cheap and i could buy lots of them
But...i cant seem to find any shop that sell those
Well i bought some GIRLISH clothes
Im trying to bring colours to my wadrobe
Inside of BLACKS and DENIMS
The clothes are so cheap that i wanted to buy the whole mall
And after that went back
Pack my my luggage
Super heavy
Off to Batam where we must take the ferry home
Thank god the flight home is must better
And thank god i switch places with my dad for the window sits
When the plane took off
Stinky water came down from the luggage space
And fell to my sis who exchanged sits with my dad
Just her luck!!hahaha
We missed the ferry and reach home at 12+ (midnight)
Luckily im not schooling
Too bad for my sis who need to wake up at 5am for sch

*What a way to end and start the new year..
i havent even made my new year resolution yet
maybe tomorrow