Woke up super duper late
Im tired
And im not schooling...Yet
Guess what time i woke up??
Yup...3 pm!!!
Read a book till about 5
And showered at 6
How lazy can i get
Log in MSN at 8
Guess who talk to me first
YEAH!!!
TAN JOO HONG
I think im in LOVE with him
SHIT!!!
Im not supposed to like anybody
I have no clue why im attaracted to him
He's not even cute
Not that looks mattered to me
Anyway...its not possible between us
There's the different race thingy to consider
He's chinese and im malay
I mean...ITS RARE
I want to tell him so badly
That i have a STUPID CRUSH on him
But i dont dare
What if he ignores me completely??
Okay!!!
Im freaking myself out
WAKE UP!!!(bumps head onto the wall)
Whats wrong with ME???
Should i confess??
Well i got nothing to lose
Since the only one time im gonna see him is when we collect our results
GOD HELP ME
im going crazy over this guy who probably wouldnt think much of me

Reason why i like him:
1.he's smart...
2.he asked me to be his prom date when its not necessary to bring one
3.he gave me a flower(nobody had given me one before so i think of him when i see flowers)
4.he bought me haagen dazs ice cream!!(dirty little secret:I've never eaten haagen dazs ice cream before cuz its too expensive.i didnt even have to ask.he just bought it)
5.he's gonna get braces!!(i have this weird fettish of guys with braces and dimples)

and lastly....

He's the nicest guy i've ever known
What other reasons do i need??

i hope he never ever come across this or i'll just curl up and die of embarassment